Why am I always one or the other? I can never have a happy medium. I'm either upset and confused about us, or I'm happy as a clam. Tonight was so good. It's crazy how in sync we are with each other when we have no tension or frustration. We say the same things at the same times, we finish each other's sentences, we bust a tit at every little thing and we are so affectionate. I love nights like these. If we had just gone to dinner, none of that would have happened. I love that I plucked up my courage to suggest that. I know. It doesn't seem like a big deal, but for me it is. I have this awful problem with making myself vulnerable in anyway. Or more like, I hate doing it.
I just want more of that always.
I must sleep.
I work at 7am. I work in an effing bookstore, and have to be there at 7am.
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